The following is a poem I've written to describe the emotions I went through when my doctor gave me my first cancer diagnosis. As you can imagine, a million thoughts went through my mind all at once.
Thoughts of the past, my childhood, my high school sweetheart's face, thoughts of the now. Thoughts of my parents, the people who love me, and thoughts of the future I might never get to have, the wife I'd never meet, the children I'd never know. I hope that somehow this poem can somehow convey the complicated feelings I was having.

Finding Out
by
Sean Kent

Fuck!
Fuck!! Fuck! FUUUUCK!
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuuuuuuck!
Fuck.